shit hitting fans and falling on me..

ANGRY
ANGRY
ANGRY
FRUSTRATED
SICK
TIRED
ANGRY.

I need to seriously vent. First of all, I'm annoyed that Andrew and I are sharing a computer now, and he is too lazy to go use the one in our bedroom that has an unnecessarily huge display screen and was custom loaded for him at Apple from his parents. Why does he need to use the laptop and now I have to re-do all of my login stuff.

Next, the dog. Macbeth has been the best dog since we got her. She has always been good since we potty trained her, but now it's gotten out of hand. She is going in the house whenever she wants to (usually the babies room) and I'm not sure if it's jealousy and territory issues or what. She's a female, not a male, so she shouldn't be marking her territory. Her hair is shedding everywhere (which I realize is not her fault) and I have to vaccum like 5 times a day just so we don't have hair all over our kitchen. The other day, she pooped in our bed. Right next to my head. And then walked away. I wanted to KILL her. My dad's apartment carpet is one huge pee pee pad. His dog and cat just goes all over. I'm not letting that happen. That's the reason I moved out, and I'm sick of smelling pee everywhere I walk because of Macbeth's newfound obsession.

Next, Andrew and his smoking. I haven't kissed him in 3 days and he could care less. He says it's his last pack, but he has become a full on smoker now. If I find out he buys another pack, there will be extreme consequences.

And last but not least..his mother and father...
She controls his finances while he's in school. That means, she monitors his account and has nothing better to do with her time but make sure he is not buying anything from anywhere he shouldn't, or spending money somewhere he shouldn't. It's quite annoying for him and I. Well, we have our online Amazon.com business, and have been selling our things on ebay. The money we make has been going onto his paypal card, or his secret bank account at Chase. I don't have a bank account that I can use because mine is negative. We have been using the money to pay off bills and but various things that we need, and god forbid I got a haircut the other day for the first time in I don't even know how long. He also took out credit cards because his credit was spotless. He had three. A best buy one that never got used, a Best Buy visa that he used to buy himself a laptop that he wanted, and a Target card. All are maxed out, but we have been paying them monthly. Well, his mom found out that we (or he) didn't tell her about that, and flipped out. She said we had to give her back both cars, she isn't paying for the apartment anymore, and she isn't paying for school anymore. She didn't care where we lived, on the streets, at my mom, whatever, but she didn't want to have anything to do with us anymore. All because he went behind her back (which he technically can do since it's HIS credit and he is an ADULT.) and opened credit cards. She was being totally irrational. It wasn't going to hurt her, so what is her deal. Then, she tries to call me and tell me what was going on. Hello..I already knew. She must think andrew and I don't talk?? I was standing right next to him and I knew everything that was going on and everything she had said to him. Then she has the fucking nerve to say to me 'You aren't going to be able to afford to take care of Hayden, so he can come live with me, and I will pay someone to watch him, and Andrew can come live with me, but you cannot live with us' HER EXACT WORDS. That pissed me off so bad, I hung up on her. HOW DARE her tell me I can't afford to take care of my son, and HOW DARE her even think for a second that I would let him leave my side to go live without me. She also thinks that my mom wouldn't let us go live there?? ridiculous. So right now, I'm on strike from talking to her. I will give her money for the car insurance and payment at the end of the month. I'm not working for her doing data entry at her house right now. Especially since Hayden is sick. I don't want to see her or talk to her. She offended me. She can be a bitch all she wants. So Andrew goes to her house to 'talk' things out with her. Explained everything, showed her all the bills, and FUCKING GAVE HER ALL THE ACCOUNT INFORMATION for our Paypal account and everything. Now, she said we can't spend any money on anything. So me selling my computer, and all my scrapbook stuff, I don't get the money??? bullshit. I'm angry. I'm taking the money anyways. And so those were her new conditions. Any time we spend any money we have to give her receipts for everything so she knows what it's on. Then, she tells andrew that he can't go anywhere besides school and home. No friends house. That's bullshit. He NEEDS that escape. Even with as much as I complain about him going, her telling her grown son he can't have a life outside of his responsibilities really pisses me off. I don't know what to do. I'm thinking of moving out to live with my mom, giving up everything I have that she has access to, I won't have my cellphone, a computer, or a car. Those things are important to me, but not as important as my freedom. I can sell my TV, My desk, and whatever else I have at a garage sale to get some extra money I guess.. but Idk if it's worth giving up my relationship with Andrew.