I'm suddenly completely panicking and stressed. Money is not my favorite thing right now. My unemployment is getting cut off in December, Andrew never knows when the next week he will be working is, his parents attacked us last night about money and finances and how much debt we are in with them, and now I'm stressing at the money we are trying to come up with for the rest of the birth. We need $100 for the first deposit for the midwives, and I found out today I have to buy a $74 birth kit from a website, and HOPE it gets here in time for the birth, and I also have to have some plastic painters sheets, a new hose for filling up the birth pool, and some adapter for the sink so a hose can be fitted to it. I also need to pay off my diapers from a friend who made them for me, pay utilities, and get the house in order for birth and the holidays. And add getting the infant car seat base from my mom, and the cover and padding washed, and set up in my car and a 'just in case' emergency hospital bag packed for me and Nixon. Then I have Christmas shopping as well right after all that. Meanwhile, Hayden is sick again and I'm exhausted. I need to keep my stress level down so I don't cause an issue for myself with blood pressure.
And... we are still waiting on a $350 check from my birthing scholarship to make it's way to my midwives to go towards the payment. Project CABO, you are slow.
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