mystery illness????

My mom is up with me holding hayden right now. I'm trying to find something on the internet to describe what hayden is going through. It's some weird thing. I'm calling the pediatrician in the morning. He has had a fever for 3 days. Today, instead of a fever, he was sweaty and clammy. Then he woke up at 12:30am in obvious pain. He would fall asleep and then jolt awake and start screaming. He couldn't sit still. He keeps kicking his legs and crying. I'm really worried because there is nothing obvious. No diarrhea, his stomach doesn't feel bubbly or upset, he just went to the doctor like a week and a half ago and he didn't have an hear infection and he's not pulling on his ears. He has a tooth coming in, but I have talked to a lot of moms and none of them mentioned symptoms like this with teething. We gave him a dose of tylenol, and an hour later a dose of ibuprofen because he seems like he is in so much pain. He is finally sleeping on my mom, but he does keep jumping in his sleep. I'm worried. I want him to sleep with me in my bed if he ever does sleep.

Sigh.

I was just informed that we have 6 days to get out of the apartment. Andrew's mom is making us. I better get packing.

craigs list scam

Before I forget all the details.. I have to document this. Andrew got scammed really bad on Craigslist. He's now out $2500.
Here is how it happened:

I needed to sell his Mark Hoppus bass. I was looking for about $700. I wanted to put it up on Ebay, but Andrew said I won't get what it's worth, so.. he put it up on CraigsList.

Some guy in LA offers 600, but he needed some stuff done and Andrew would get $50 for his 'troubles.'

So the guy sends a check for $2500, Andrew cashes it at his bank, keeps $650, and then was supposed wire transfer the rest of the money via Western Union to this 'moving place' that will pick up the bass from Andrew in LA.

It turned out to be a scam and the check is bad, and Andrew is getting dinged $2500 and probably a fee for cashing a fake check..

His parents are going to kill him. He is over there getting killed right now I'm sure. I feel bad for him. At first, I was mad that Hayden made a huge poop mess and he conveniently got a call from his parents to go over there and I didn't get any help with the mess. Of course I always come second... asdjflksdjklsdjf

Mother in law strikes again...

On another note.. Andrew told his parents about us not being able to afford the apartment. I guess his mom got all weepy and told him that they have no money (completely untrue) and that he is going to have to move back home. I guess she also asked him if I was ever coming back to their house since I haven't gone the last three sundays when Andrew brings Hayden to them. He just says he doesn't know. I know he doesn't want to cause problems but he should tell her the truth. That I'm hurt and pissed off that she said the things she did to me about not being able to afford to raise my son. Then I guess she was saying crap about how they treated me like family..blah blah.. I know they did. SHE treated me like crap, just like she treats everyone else in her family. Then..she asks andrew if he is going to file for full custody of Hayden. When he told me that.. I couldn't believe it. Why would she even say something like that. I am NOT an unfit parent. That is bullshit that she would even think that I would let anyone take Hayden away from me. I'm going to have hard enough time doing joint custody with him. My blood has been boiling the last few days since I heard that. Now I hate her even more. I should probably get a lawyer to draw up some sort of agreement stating that no matter what happens between andrew and I, living together or not, we have joint custody.

I'm moving back in with my mom. I'm going to miss this apartment. I'm going to miss being on my own. I'm going to miss Andrew, Hayden, and I all under one roof.

cuteness<3

Hayden has been doing the funniest things lately. After about 15 minutes of quiet, I checked on him to make sure he went down for his nap okay, and he was sitting up in his crib, he had taken off the top of his sippy cup, poured it all over his blankie and pillow and sheets, and shoved two pacifiers inside. I had to strip his sheets and set up his bed again and now he might now sleep because 'blankie' is soaked. Haha. I don't want to not give him a sippy cup to bed because he's such a thirsty boy and he get's up and chugs water, but I may wait until tonight or tomorrow so he doesn't get the same idea again.

Thank God for waterproof mattresses.

Weep.

We put our 30 day notice in today for the apartment. It's going to be so much money to get out of the lease. Uggggggggh.

I guess I'll slowly bring my stuff over to my mom's. Dammit. Back to square one.
My mom is taking my sister's room away from her and giving it to Hayden and I. Bahahah. Sucks for her but she pretty much lives at my dads and sleeps in the loft when she's at home instead of her room, and I would be paying for the room so yah.

gasp.

Haven't been on in awhile.

I went to my WIC appointment the other day. Hayden got weighed and measured by the nurse. He is 23lbs and 29.5 inches long.
My big boy. I have been tired lately because I started taking Lexapro again for my anxiety. It started getting really severe and I could barely get out of the house. There is just soooo much going on. I'm having such a hard time with life. I'm hoping the medication will take the edge off my stress.